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we started spinning Tuesday, February 10, 2004 03:56 p.m.

bare with me for a moment... i'm trying to fix some issues people are having... *check check test one two*

and i got lost in our spirial Tuesday, February 10, 2004 03:56 p.m.

we started spinning Monday, January 26, 2004 06:50 p.m.

hmm yeah wow i havnt updated in a while... wow nothing good to say really. lol well i mean ive been pretty darn happy for a change yay for me! lol classes are good work sucks but that always seems to be my life. lata!

and i got lost in our spirial Monday, January 26, 2004 06:50 p.m.

we started spinning Wednesday, January 14, 2004 03:07 p.m.

this day you died

you didnt even say goodbye

i didnt get to tell you how i fel

and how you made me alive

and how you made me know love

i could have been somehting to live for

on the day you died

i had a burning in my soul

a longing to see you again

there was a wave of hope in my coull

then a wief of grief

and i died a little inside

on this day that you died

and i know youre somewhere watching me

feeling something that ill never know

and you give me hope when im alone

but i still can help but cry

on the day you died

i miss you nathan, more than words could say... i hope someday ill get to see youre beautiful smile again...

and i got lost in our spirial Wednesday, January 14, 2004 03:07 p.m.

we started spinning Tuesday, January 13, 2004 04:09 p.m.

classes were fun, well except for math class, which i have to buy a book for ill have to buy a book for my english class but yeah out of 4 classes so far i only haveto buy one. ok lets look at my classes and why i dont need any books modren dance... its dance, tech theater... kevin(our teacher) said it was jsut a waste of money to buy the book, oral comm... its speeking and all like "lab" type work. and i had to go up on the catwalk in the theater and i was like freaking out it was so high! but the poor guy infront of me "you can hang on to me if you want" and i did and yay it was rather interesting. i was hanging off of someone id never meet before. lol im a dork.

and i got lost in our spirial Tuesday, January 13, 2004 04:09 p.m.

we started spinning Saturday, January 10, 2004 04:14 p.m.

church lastnight was awsome. the guest speaker rocked. we(the church band) sounded great even thought i coudlnt hear myself in the monitor but oh well. after we went to eat n park and waited about 2 hrs for our food but it was fun. mark and i had a great time he's about 2x my age but he's a really good friend of mine now... is that weird? lol oh well i really enjoyed myself. oh the way hme mark andi could not stop laughing and barron couldnt figure out why. i think we were really tired and making really stupid jokes. oh well.

i have to work tonight which is crappy then im heading over to sarah m.s for a lil par-tay thenhopfully ill sleep tonight i didnt get in till about 2am last night O_O fun times.

oh last comment i hate stupid people and i hate men well most men or alot of men not all jsut most. GAH! stupid people lol

and i got lost in our spirial Saturday, January 10, 2004 04:14 p.m.

we started spinning Wednesday, January 7, 2004 09:27 p.m.

I GOT A CAR YAY! but...

*slams head off a desk* im so stupid...

and i got lost in our spirial Wednesday, January 7, 2004 09:27 p.m.

we started spinning Wednesday, January 7, 2004 01:04 p.m.

gah! i suck at guitar! im attempting to learn how to play penny and me (a new hanson song) my my acoustic and its not working. my fingers hurt so bad. bah. i got into a hanson kick. im such a teenie bopper. if anyone know how to convert file into .jpg thatd be awsome because i cant get anything to loaded onto geocities.com well im going to go hurt my fingers some more... bye!

and i got lost in our spirial Wednesday, January 7, 2004 01:04 p.m.

we started spinning Sunday, January 4, 2004 07:58 p.m.

Congratulations! You're Merry!

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well i can see it... kinda

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O_O interesting

and i got lost in our spirial Sunday, January 4, 2004 07:58 p.m.

we started spinning Friday, January 2, 2004 12:12 a.m.

*sigh* i want my fairy tale...

and i got lost in our spirial Friday, January 2, 2004 12:12 a.m.

we started spinning Thursday, January 1, 2004 11:59 p.m.

ok so ive had an interesting week and you get to hear all about it! specail you!

Tuesday 30th:

Nate's birthday. Okay what can i say it was extremely hard for me to keep smiling the entire day but somehow i did it. shelby and i drove up and visited his grave with alexis and daine and it was... well as hard as you could imagen looking down on a grave of someone that would ave jsut turned 20. i spent the night after sheldy left we watched movies and laughed. alexis and i fell alseep on the couch in the basement.

Wednesday 31st

i woke up at 5 in the morning after having a dream about nate and sat in his old bedroom until about 9 when diane woke up. alexis showed me around the area and we went to see mona lisas smile (which is a wonderful movie) then i spent 5mins at home and went to sezzas house for the night. we hung out with her mom and george and lil sister laura. after a happy new year we watched/fellasleep to x2. we slept most of the day.

thrusday 1st

i dont know if it was the chips the cookies or too much sleep but when we all went to bennyhunas it was insane. it was the weirdest dinner ever. then we went to see mona lisas smile lol i love that movie! well we'll see what tomarrow brings... *sigh*

and i got lost in our spirial Thursday, January 1, 2004 11:59 p.m.

we started spinning Monday, December 29, 2003 10:33 p.m.

going to visit nates grave tomarrow for his birthday... wow... hm its just... hard really... shelby and i are going up and then staying most of the night at the quaders house... i wont be home for a while... e-mail me or something or call me and make me laugh, ill need it...

and i got lost in our spirial Monday, December 29, 2003 10:33 p.m.

we started spinning Monday, December 29, 2003 09:46 a.m.

oh old news but good news i got my braces off yay! no i have to deal with these dumb retainers! now onto the rant sorta thing...

i figured out whats wrong with me. it started years and years ago and i let it consume me, but im not going to have to lie for it anymore im living for me. happiness is something that i have to want and what i want for someone else and next year i will get what i want. i have this feeling something good is going to happen. through all the pain and heartache and death i have suffered through i will have happiness and i will not let my past faults gt me down. after all this time relization of what happened in my past is what was causing me so much trouble. i cant live in the past anymore, i didnt even realize it had a hold of me, but now i do and im better for it. sezza said to me if i said no to someone she would probably be so proud and if i said no bitch she'd die laughing well damnit sezza im going to live up to that! and im going to be proud of myself. there is suddenly a hope and drive in me. i know what i want not what i need but what i want how wonderful is that! this will all end now, the wishing for death the pain the suffering the injustice (gosh i feel like wufei). 2004 is my year and i wont let anyone bring me down! YOU HEAR THAT BASTARDS! no one will bring me down!

i feel better now! ^___^

and i got lost in our spirial Monday, December 29, 2003 09:46 a.m.

we started spinning Monday, December 29, 2003 08:19 a.m.

hold onto those you care about, for you dont know how long you will be with them. weither they be young or old happy or depressed you never know when they will be taken away from you. now if the time for fogiveness and discusion of differences. now is the time ot put the past behind us and work through today and the times we have left together...

and i got lost in our spirial Monday, December 29, 2003 08:19 a.m.

we started spinning Sunday, December 28, 2003 08:22 p.m.

Grandmother Kelly past a away i feel so bad for lorieli and kathleen and everyone in the kelly family too. she was such a sweet and carrying woman. i didnt seen her that often but whenever i did she was so pleasent. my prayers go out to the kelly family.

nates birthday is tuesday. im suppose to go with shelby to his grave, im not sure how im going to handle it. im ok so far i think. i just keep thinking about my past friend ship with him, it wasnt the best it should have been. if i just would have called him... maybe... i dont know. im probably going to be spending the night at the quader house sometime with shelby to keep alexis company. alexis has always been so cute and looks so much like nate. nate and his sister were really close, i hope they're all ok. 14 days after his birthday is when he died... only 14. he would have been 20 this year... i miss him i miss just seeing him if i could jsut see him one more time... i... but i cant change the past, we have to live with choice that we have and havnt made and that others have made as well.

and i got lost in our spirial Sunday, December 28, 2003 08:22 p.m.

we started spinning Friday, December 26, 2003 11:24 a.m.

yay for christmas! i hope everyone had a good holiday and got what they wanted. i didnt get alot for christmas this year and im not going to be able to give alot this christmas but its the thought that counts right? oh well.

i really miss nate. church on christmas eve was really hard this year. but looking out on everyone holding their candles in the dark while we were singing silent night... it really touched me and i know he was there watching us, i coud feel him. alexis(nates little sister) did something really sweet this year. on his tree that they planet they hung this beautiful poem that was from him and she made beaded braclets that people could take and always remember him. diane gave me a specail one, it gloses in the dark, im never taking it off.

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ehe ehe ehe *twinkle*

and i got lost in our spirial Friday, December 26, 2003 11:24 a.m.

we started spinning Monday, December 22, 2003 11:07 a.m.

you asked for it and you got it! duo no himo is back in action! i have some really great layout ideas but damn that geocites wont load my pictures. oh well. im back and we're going to rock this house! party at duo no himo!!! *dances like a white girl*

and i got lost in our spirial Monday, December 22, 2003 11:07 a.m.

we started spinning Friday, July 11, 2003 05:08 p.m.

i'm trying so hard *sniffles* its just not working!!!!

and i got lost in our spirial Friday, July 11, 2003 05:08 p.m.